'Until We' 

 

Sidewalk sides and clouds that show pure white as they display in the sky, Cool air blows so gentle you feel it’s coolness glide so smooth across your skin, No sounds as you pause to enjoy that moment when you are all alone, As time passes by, we can enjoy the peace of being just to yourself in thought, The timeline set in front of our lives shows so many do’s and don’ts that we fail to understand at times, So when things change and don’t remain the same, we ask why instead of embracing the transition that we have asked to be set upon our lives, The breeze still blows and the feeling is still the same and as we continue life would have to know there will be change, Through any situation we have one thing that we can stand for and that’s to stay faithful in what we know, Still keep hope, still keep pushing forward in the storm and believe that this trial or tribulation is only for a moment in time, For if we don’t get the lesson the first time around, we will repeat the crisis over and over and over until we, case in point, understand the message, Past endeavors can bring a fear so tough, we will, you will, I will keep up in the same mess and have no answer as to why it’s really going on, Let me testify to the very things that I have been through, come and allow me to share my issues, problems, and situations, If I didn’t before, I do now, take responsibility for my qualms, my some things I need to work on, That air that used to be stale is now a cool breeze making its way so gentle, that its simply rocks your mental to sleep, For rest is much needed after you learn your lesson, which at most times is after the fact, So as we move along and move on, let us rejoice and still be glad that we know what we should have knew way before we allowed so much time to pass…     

March 03, 2010

‘For It All’

 

Deepened into a world that I grew into thinking that was all okay, Each hour anticipated into as the next day, Fallen by a great depression of waves conjured into an open mind of faze, Not made into a reason by far, but maintained at the greatest level extended by all, Without love just pure mission stolen by moments of harden decisions, What point is there to be with, when  Included thoughts are displayed by minds of units, Why, I’ve heard it all before, for its countered it’s way to make me feel I can’t stay, But with unconditional passion I know I may not stay away too long, And so dedicated it’s been sung as if it were a freestyle song, Just truly in part on behalf, because I behave as I did in my young past, Nothing more to do in shortened time, As I reach to turn back so many things that I’ve left behind, What am I to do I’ve asked only to hear myself say, Do I over develop in haste or leave well enough alone to steady my pace, Might I even wish I could elevate what is beneath the waist, Trees, flowers, and air on the outside situated by my heavenly father’s place, Calling as in my last breathe and receiving nothing more than weakness, Lingering in part without a devoted heart or totaled out majors created in a rookie start, The storm has been weathered, and I can’t even say what I feel in my best regards, For I am speechless taking my last step to freedom rather than being all alone, Choices so caught up in this manufactured production, That a recall has presented causing me to least expect it, A well lesson that needed to be learned, because now it’s a incredible part of my existence……     

©   2010

“How Is It”

4/7/06

 To Witness Your Dexterity First Hand Intrigues My Perception To The Point Where I’m Speechless To You, I Just Can’t Help Myself I Begin To Articulate, But I Am Quickly Quieted By Your Presence In My Space, And When Talking I’m Uttering It All Out, I’m So Ashamed When I See You I Just Can’t Even Call Out Your Name, It’s Undeniable Can You Not Tell I’ve Given Away Myself All To Well, This Look Upon My Face Is An Expression I Have Been Having Since You Came, What Is It For Me To Know As I Question This Who Else Is Under Your Control, I Know It’s Bold For That For Me To Ask, But Without Questioning Assuming Is All I Have, I Hate To Laugh Just To Hide All This Built Up Emotion I Have Inside, But it is One Thing I Am Trying To Find, Which Is How Do I Do What You Do And Have You All Caught Up Like I Am With You…..

©   2006